Friday, 20 January 2017

Made these ATC's Lyndee

2 x winter, 2 x Valentine and 2 x Baby

just not in the mood for ATC's

I forgot to post these from my birthday meal

Korin is going to see ................. No.10

next to no.9 her brothers house.......................I love these little houses

fingers crossed if she likes it which she should that they accept her offer !  

Sunday, 15 January 2017

I will miss you Kozzie

Went with Korin on ~Saturday to see a mortgage advisor !  It's all going to be very tight but we think she can do it - in principal she has a mortgage offer and we hope that it all goes through, but I cannot tell you how much I am already worrying about how much I will miss her - I know we have our ups and downs at times, but really we are good friends and laugh a lot and cry together, and if she does move I will feel very lonely indeed.

I pray though that everything goes through for her as she needs to live her own life now. she's 25.  I truly wish she could meet someone really nice though and be happy too.

I suppose i feel bereft ? Down in the dumps kind of weekend.

Bereft ?    I shouldn't keep thinking about 'our' Marian, but she really did shit on me from a great height.  I don't know if she is feeling upset about not contacting me ?  just so she can stay with a husband who has been a bit SHIT for a very very long time.  8 weeks now, and although I have said I now hate her, I really don't.  We used to have a laugh on the phone sometimes, there was a lot of negatives, but we did have a laugh too.  I miss that.  I don't have anyone as close as that anymore, I have 'friends' but not ones that I meet up with for lunch or a cuppa ............... I could have, a lot of my customers have always said 'come see me' - lets do this together etc, and I always refused.  I had 'our' Marian to confide in - talk to - laugh with.  THEN  I think the last two years she hasn't bothered meeting up with me or going out with me or inviting me over to hers etc and every time her shite of a husband came home and she was on the phone to me she 'had to go' ?  but I still feel bereft.  It's been a bad weekend thinking about never EVER seeing her again.

Went out for my birthday meal................... to Turpins.  It seemed posher than usual but the prices weren't actually too bad considering  5 of us for £136 including the tip.  We didn't have puddings - I really couldn't having had Camembert and loads of bread and then a bloody pizza wrong choices really but it was cooked well, glad I stopped eating half way though the pizza though otherwise I think i might have been sick.

Today has rushed usual washing and tidying and cooking and sorting stuff with Korin,  Will do another post about that.  Still feeling down and back at work as usual tomorrow.  I wish I could do 3 days at 5 hours rather than 3 hours every day - hate going in every day and getting up early every day.  Oh my goodness I do moan.

Thursday, 12 January 2017

My Birthday - stuck at home sick

Well sinus problems - hate taking time off work.

But as usual the family did me proud with presents .................................

off keir and Ali 

off Korin x

off Key as a main with a book '13 year slave' horrendous what happened to that poor woman and as I had to lie down nearly all day with sinus problems i read it in the day

lovely cards 

really beautiful cards

so blessed to have a wonderful family - very grateful 

chain off Keir and Ali lovely surprise

Sunday, 8 January 2017

My1stYears OMG


two weeks before christmas for Luna;s arrival 

35 emails later - broken chairs, to and fro no deliveries - delivering to wrong address etc.  nightmare.  tnis is a cobbled together chair and is different colours !  -  but we got our money back and so Luna does have a chair but it's not as good as we wanted it to be.  But in time for her Baby Shower on 21st.  Praying everything is fine, 3rd February she is due.